We had only 2 yrs gap apart, therefore, we were very close and shared lots of things together. She was a lovely and pretty girl, had lot of friends and loved by most ppl around her, I was always very proud to have her.
During her stay at hospital, she was extremely brave, though suffered a lot, she seldom complained to us. I was the one who always keep her company in the hospital, and I was the one to see her off in the family. To think of it sometimes, it was a relief for her as she had suffered for 4 years (discovered when she was 15, under medication for 2 years, cured, but came back when she was 19), especially during the last few months.
Though it was oledi 16 years, I still felt extremely empty or lonely, envy and sad whenever I saw other sisters sharing their happy moments together.
We played together, shared lot of secrets, quarrels, clothing, jokes, friends, holidays, adventures....
I miss you very much, Miaw!